I just read ex/ Lover 1’s bio and wall posts and I’m not sure if I should be turned on, entertained, cry, laugh or walk away.
A splash of annoyance but that happens sometimes. Idk how you could have been this decently good at writing and not help me 3 years ago. 🤦🏻♀️ I didn’t like some words but these are stories and k don’t have any control over someone else’s onlyfans. I don’t like that I’m bitter and stuck in the past sometimes. That’s one of my challenges for myself this May. I’d love to be gentle, firm, sweet, positive, playful and light.
I deserve a simple, easy and happy bubble of a life. I had a really good day today and only wish I had more hours in a day to do and enjoy more. I got to watch Star Wars and paint with people today. I was very happy to get out of the bunker for a little. I was feeling a little difficult/feeling challenged earlier and i am winding down comfortably now. Chad cleared out my bedroom. It looks completely different. Grateful for the help. He did a great job. Everything is in living room right now and progress is being made. Yay. Cleaning and clearing new spaces. 🏰
It was another good day. 💙 Dodnt get to send snaps today but I did yesterday a lot.
Whatever, I’ll try to let it go. It’s been helpful and better lately as he’s made some more effort in helping. This makes me feel less crazy that he’s willing to try and work off some of how much I’ve spent on him.
I don’t want to feel dumb, distracted or like I wasted my time, energy and resources. I spend $40-$50 on food almost every day. It’s not easy to feed a 6’6 man who works out a lot.
I wish it was easier to just communicate out loud what I need and just get it done in a timely manner with no need for explanation. I need the dominoes to fall in place and go. I would love to have a life where I don’t need to fight, argue or beg anywhere. I deserve a happy life full of peace, fun and friendships. Maybe a lover or 2 for a moment if I’m lucky during the best years of my life.
♥️💙🌈⭐️💙🌹💫😃
Question for all lovers
What do you guys look for in dating profiles?
or is it more like a I’ll take what I can get and hope for the best kind of situation?
Too busy?
Kind eyes?
Fit?
Similar or compatible interests?
Alpha or beta Personality, etc etc
How has dating/ poking your head out into the dating world been like?
Are you looking for friendships, flings, lovers, idols, partners, super extra serious marriage partners?
It’s probably best for me to stay single, maybe pretend marry one day.
Curious for research purposes. 😄
Happy May the Fourth be with you. 💙
More updates/ “talking out loud”
One of my pretty best friends gifted me some hand made soap! It’s the first time I’ve ever seen a rose with toadstool aesthetic. Follow @amoretx 💕 Thank you so much. 💕
Also, thank you to @miztresspaine for lending me her Hunger Games books. I’ve been having some very thrilling and exciting days from reading lately and I also got to enjoy The Ballads of Songbirds and Snakes. It got my thoughts all thinking and stuff! Like was there any chance there could have been a happy ending? Oh! So many questions.
Today, I will watch something Star Wars but I’m not sure what, yet. How about you? 💕
#cindymoon #starwars #home
Is my smile pretty?
My silk moths and memes.
If you want to role play minion, start gathering treasure for me in organized folders.
I’m talking memes, pet pics, nature pics, travel pics, feel good posts, educational, Garfield comics, art, entertaining or loving content. 😄
#cindymoon #world #domme #nation #minions #007 #silk
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If you’ve tipped/tributed before, feel free to request fun stuff with a heart or rose 🌹. Thanks for giving me a lifetime to send love when I can to show you I appreciate you. Also, thank you for your patience if I’ve missed adding a star next to your name for a day of vip if you were supposed to get bonus content. ♥️
Cindy moon things 🌙 #???
Ps if you haven’t already noticed I have some mental health attributes like compulsively screenshotting and then posting various content on the internet. 🤣 I also like to share my progress. It’s a little funny to think how I excited I was when I had gotten my first 100 followers, lol. Now, I get to help uplift and highlight my new kind, smart and beautiful model friends with the publicity, networking and marketing I’ve worked so hard for and am so grateful and thankful to have.
Thanks for coming by my world. I think the screen shotting compulsion is from losing past accounts/lives/names. I suppose it feels like this is the only way to prove to myself and others that I existed even though I was shut in for so many years. Rarely left the house. Cindy moon things. Nothing needs to be said. I just want to be loved, adored and appreciated as I Am. Wishing you a wonderful day. 🌙🌹⭐️
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Waiting for a sea of relaxation to wash over me. ♥️
I lay my head gently on the white Egyptian cotton pillow so I can start dreaming about you.
#cindymoon #writing
Poem: ???≈ unnamed
🙄 April 3, 2023
I don’t need, want or have any desire to be with someone who makes my days harder instead of softer.
I don’t need, want or have any desire to be with someone who returns my pleas for help into barter.
I don’t need, want or have any desire to be with someone who can set me off with one sentence.
I don’t need, want or have any desire to give access to me. This is not your entrance.
(Thank you for cumming by, this is Edgar Allen hoe checking out.)
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I’m also looking for people who are bigger than me who have experience with non-profits. I know I have to find a board and write the important stuffs and details. For Marina Taylor Park! Thank you.
Looking for minions who want boyfriend privileges like seeing more of me.
I’m not getting enough help and I want volunteers to roleplay happy subservient heroes.
I can’t keep waiting for 1 person to help me with 10 peoples worth of work.
Thoughts of me will dance around your mind all night. 💕
I stare at you directly for a strong second, locking eyes for what feels like infinity in a moment before dropping my gaze down to your shirt.
There was someone who found the right tile and it wasn’t from Floor and Decor. It’s sold out at Floor and Decor. Drove there and everything.
That person is the winner and I forgot their name in sea of DMs. Could you send me a rose? I need the link again. Thank you.
