As I wrote about in my feedee story, my partner/feeder and I were friends during college and he had a business making food content for restaurants
He used to invite me on these food shoots to model and I was in HEAVEN because I always got to eat/drink SO MUCH 🤤
I had my strong suspicions he was into all this when I would catch him taking little glances at my bloated belly after a shoot or when he always encouraged me to try "just one more dish" 😝
I started college at **115 Pounds** and ended it around **150 Pounds**, thanks in large part to all these food shoots
We always joke about how much better it would have been if we were together during this time, just running around the city secretly fattening me up while making mainstream food content 😏
Anyway, here's some photos from that time. I still can't believe how THIN I used to be 😳
That petite girl has no idea how BIG she's gonna get hehe 😈
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It's hard to place where my feedee thoughts started but growing up I definitely remember feeling some type of way when I saw characters in shows and movies gain weight or overindulge 🙈
I was always a chubby kid and LOVED to eat but once I reached my High School years, I started to cave into social pressures and became a pretty big gym rat
I honestly hated it, counting calories, daily gym sessions, keeping myself from eating the foods I loved, all in an attempt at what I thought would make me more accepted...
Once college started in 2016, I was at my skinniest at around **115 Pounds** and pretty miserable. I was dating a guy that preferred skinny girls and I felt pressure to keep up with dieting and workouts as much as possible to maintain a certain image
That was until I met my then friend now partner at a party and quickly hit it off. He was a big advocate of not limiting himself, partying and indulging often (Now I know why hehe 😝)
The more we hung out as a group, the more the lifestyle rubbed off on me and during my first year of college I gained 10 pounds, followed by another 10 my second year. By 2018 I weighed in at **135 pounds** and was secretly LOVING it 😏
Of course my partner at the time was not as happy and started to make comments about my continued weight gain which among other reasons eventually led to us breaking it off
It wasn't long after that my friend (now partner), started his own business making food content for restaurants in the city. He would invite me on these shoots and OH MAN were they amazing! I always ate/drank SO MUCH and left completely stuffed each time 🤤
What's funny is that on these shoots I remember noticing him take little glances here and there at my bloated belly in my ever tightening clothes and I slowly started to realize that we might share a common desire... Sadly he was dating someone else at the time so I felt like I couldn't make a move 😞
As time went on I kept going to these shoots and indulging on the side, my weight steadily climbed until I hit **150 pounds** at the end of 2019. I had gone up 2 sizes, my whole body was getting really chubby and all I wanted was MORE
Even so, I started to hesitate. I was worried about how my family, friends and coworkers would view me if I kept gaining so I sadly started to put a cap on my desires...
That was until early 2020 when my friend (now partner) sent me a text asking me to get drinks with him. Apparently he had broken up with his girlfriend and he told me that he had always felt something between us...
That night we both got VERY dr*nk and confessed our desires to each other, it was crazy to finally tell someone about my feedee fantasies and have them not only understand but want the same thing as well! 🥰
The next few months were just a blur of TONS of food, alcohol and sex and it was really starting to show... I had a doctors appointment in February 2020 where I weighed in at **177 Pounds**
And then a month later... the pandemic hit...
We both could no longer go to our jobs, see friends or family and while being on lockdown sucked in a lot of ways, we realized we had the opportunity of a lifetime in front of us...
This was the perfect moment to truly give into our deepest darkest Feedism fantasies, live a life of complete hedonism and gluttony until the lockdown was lifted..and so began the **"Quarantine Gain"**
The rest of that story is of course on the timeline above, told through thousands of photos and hundreds of videos showcasing not only our craziest feedee fantasies over the years but also my insanely explosive weight gain! 😈
Sadly though, all good things must eventually come to an end and the lifestyle I was living proved to be just too unsustainable for my health (Big surprise I know 😅) That being said, I genuinely don't regret a single thing that we did and would do it all again in a heartbeat! (Maybe one day I'll be able to 😏)
I hope you all understand that I will always consider myself a feedee even if I'm no longer making content about it. My partner and I are now on a new journey of finding the best balance we can between health and our Feedism desires
While we don't know what the future holds we simply hope you all continue to enjoy all the insanely horny content we've created. It was because of all of you that we were able to live out our wildest fantasies for way longer than we ever imagined and we both consider ourselves very lucky 💕
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So I recently got my very own deep fryer and I decided to have some fun and deep fry a TON of fast food 😈
I got burgers, pizza, burritos and more, drenched them in THICK batter, covered them in carb filled bread crumbs and then deep fried them in VERY greasy oil until they were golden brown and PACKED with extra fat and calories 🥵
Deep frying fast food made me feel like an absolute glutton and I felt even more obese when I started dipping my double fried treats in cheese, gravy and butter 🤤
I know this was a VERY unhealthy stuffing but that only turned me on EVEN more...I just can't seem to help myself, it's so bad 🙈
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Recently I really wanted to see just how many wings I could eat in one sitting so I ordered a fresh batch of 50 WINGS, got a bunch of delicious sauces and filled my funnel up with over 2 liters of soda 😈
I started off good, drenching the wings in ranch, honey bbq, cheese and more as I crammed wing after wing into my hungry belly
I blew past 10 with ease, greedily sucking the greasy meat off every bone 🤤
As I got close to 20 wings gone my shirt was covered in sauces and my belly was starting to get tight but I knew I had to just keep eating as fast as I could to get more in...
I pushed myself past the half way point and just kept going as my belly groaned and gurgled in protest, sauce covering my face and dripping down my double chin and over-bloated neck 🥵
Despite starting to feel sick from all the grease and fat I kept eating and eating but you'll have to watch the video to see just how many I was able to fit inside me before my gut felt like it was going to RIP open from my gluttonous meal 😏
For this week's video I wanted to take on a TON of hot dogs while my feeder pumped me full of heavy cream 😈
I decided to try and DOUBLE my previous record of 8 by making 16 hot dogs and covering them with fatty condiments like mayo, cheese and melted butter 🤤
Cramming all that processed meat and butter soaked bread down into my expanding belly made me feel like such a PIG but it felt even BETTER when my feeder would interrupt my eating to push heavy cream down my throat 🥵
By the end of this stuffing I had over 5000 calories of hot dogs and nearly half a gallon of heavy cream in my big churning gut 😮💨
My tummy was NOT happy with me but it was SO worth it 😏
When I woke up yesterday I was really CRAVING just a BIG platter of meat to stuff myself like a messy pig with...😏
So I ended up ordering nearly 5 POUNDS of BBQ and filling a tray with shredded chicken, pork, brisket, sausages and a bunch of ribs 🤤
The meat was absolutely DRIPPING with fat and was so god damn juicy that it made me start dripping myself... 😈
It didn't take long before I went completely FERAL, drenching the meat with melted butter, bbq sauce and cheese dip as if it wasn't already artery clogging enough 😅
I ate and ate and ate, washing all that delicious meat down with an entire PITCHER of melted ice cream and full fat milk...
BBQ sauce, butter and ice cream dripped down my face and onto my insanely distended gut which felt like it was about to rip wide open 😮💨
Despite my belly BEGGING me to stop gorging myself, I managed to finish nearly every last scrap of meat and the ENTIRE pitcher of milkshake!
I don't know what it is about eating until the point of pain that turns me on so fucking much but I just can't get enough of stuffing myself silly with heavy food until it hurts to breathe 🙈
To celebrate 4/20 I had a bunch of edibles and then challenged myself to try and eat a DOZEN burgers covered in melted butter and cheese 🤤
I pushed my gut way past it's limits in this one and looked MASSIVE at the end, I was barely able to heave my lard filled body up off the chair 🥵
I know I said I was trying to gain in a 'healthier' way this time around but it's tough when these are the type of foods I CRAVE and turn me on more than anything 🙈
Lately I've been eating a lot of KFC "Famous Bowls" but there just never enough food...
So I decided to make my own MASSIVE belly bursting KFC Bowl filled to the brim with 3 Large Mashed Potatoes, 3 Large Mac & Cheeses, tons of Shredded Cheese, Gravy and Fried Chicken Strips 🤤
The entire bowl was SO HEAVY and was almost 5000 Calories of carb filled BLISS 😮💨
Watch and see just how much of it I can finish as I push my gut to it's limits funneling soda and shoveling spoon after spoon of this fast food slop into my greedy little mouth 😈
***Hot Dogs & Heavy Cream*** (Preview)
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For this week's video I wanted to take on a TON of hot dogs while my feeder pumped me full of heavy cream 😈
I decided to try and DOUBLE my previous record of 8 by making 16 hot dogs and covering them with fatty condiments like mayo, cheese and melted butter 🤤
Cramming all that processed meat and butter soaked bread down into my expanding belly made me feel like such a PIG but it felt even BETTER when my feeder would interrupt my eating to push heavy cream down my throat 🥵
By the end of this stuffing I had over 5000 calories of hot dogs and nearly half a gallon of heavy cream in my big churning gut 😮💨
My tummy was NOT happy with me but it was SO worth it 😏
***Meat Cravings | 5 Pound BBQ Pig Out*** (Preview)
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When I woke up yesterday I was really CRAVING just a BIG platter of meat to stuff myself like a messy pig with...😏
So I ended up ordering nearly 5 POUNDS of BBQ and filling a tray with shredded chicken, pork, brisket, sausages and a bunch of ribs 🤤
The meat was absolutely DRIPPING with fat and was so god damn juicy that it made me start dripping myself... 😈
It didn't take long before I went completely FERAL, drenching the meat with melted butter, bbq sauce and cheese dip as if it wasn't already artery clogging enough 😅
I ate and ate and ate, washing all that delicious meat down with an entire PITCHER of melted ice cream and full fat milk...
BBQ sauce, butter and ice cream dripped down my face and onto my insanely distended gut which felt like it was about to rip wide open 😮💨
Despite my belly BEGGING me to stop gorging myself, I managed to finish nearly every last scrap of meat and the ENTIRE pitcher of milkshake!
I don't know what it is about eating until the point of pain that turns me on so fucking much but I just can't get enough of stuffing myself silly with heavy food until it hurts to breathe 🙈
For this week's BIG stuffing I pigged out on nearly 5 POUNDS of BBQ and an entire pitcher of Milkshake 🤤
I just kept pushing more and more food down into my poor painfully stretched belly until nearly every last scrap of meat was gone and ALL that milkshake was sitting heavy in my gut 🥵
Sending this video out later tonight to all subscribers! 😈
***Dozen Butter Burger Challenge*** (Preview)
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To celebrate 4/20 I had a bunch of edibles and then challenged myself to try and eat a DOZEN burgers covered in melted butter and cheese 🤤
I pushed my gut way past it's limits in this one and looked MASSIVE at the end, I was barely able to heave my lard filled body up off the chair 🥵
I know I said I was trying to gain in a 'healthier' way this time around but it's tough when these are the type of foods I CRAVE and turn me on more than anything 🙈
New video will be sent out to everyone tonight!
To celebrate 4/20 I had a bunch of edibles and then tried to take on a DOZEN burgers covered in melted butter and cheese 🤤😈
***Belly Bursting Bowl | 5K Cal Stuffing*** (Preview)
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Lately I've been eating a lot of KFC "Famous Bowls" but there just never enough food...
So I decided to make my own MASSIVE belly bursting KFC Bowl filled to the brim with 3 Large Mashed Potatoes, 3 Large Mac & Cheeses, tons of Shredded Cheese, Gravy and Fried Chicken Strips 🤤
The entire bowl was SO HEAVY and was almost 5000 Calories of carb filled BLISS 😮💨
Watch and see just how much of it I can finish as I push my gut to it's limits funneling soda and shoveling spoon after spoon of this fast food slop into my greedy little mouth 😈
A new ***full length video*** will be sent out to everyone ***tomorrow*** night! (4/14)
In it I DEVOUR over 5000 Calories of Mac & Cheese, Mashed Potatoes, Gravy and Fried Chicken all mixed into a MASSIVE bowl 🤤
***My Feedee Return | Weigh In & Stuffing***
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After needing most of the last year to recover from post-covid issues, I’m FINALLY back and able to start being a feedee again!
While dealing with these health issues over the last year sadly did cause me to lose weight, I'm just extremely happy that my problems weren't permanent and I can get back to doing what I love, stuffing my face with amazing food 🤤
In this video, I weigh in to see what my new starting weight is and then I take on a FULLY LOADED Pizza, piled high with Mac & Cheese, Fried Chicken, Waffles, Doritos, Mozzarella Sticks and MORE!
It felt SO GOOD to be able to stuff my gut to it's limits again and I'm looking forward to many more belly bursting stuffings to come now that I'm back 😈
Hey loves, I feel ***TERRIBLE*** having to do this but I once again need to ***delay my return*** to the community 💔
To be fully transparent, since I started ***eating like a feedee again*** this past month, many of my ***post covid health issues*** that I thought I recovered from ***have returned***
When I ***eat like I want to*** I'm getting awful digestion problems, extreme fatigue, abnormal spikes in my numbers and more...
My doctor still believes that it should ***all resolve in time*** but It’s clear my body isn’t as ready as I hoped to start bringing my feedee fantasies back to life 😞
I'm ***SO so sorry*** for getting everyone’s hopes up about my return. I honestly thought I was past these issues but clearly ***I spoke too soon...***
I hope you all can understand that I need to make sure ***my health is in a good place*** before starting to make content again as I really want this comeback to ***actually last***
That being said I still ***deeply apologize*** for what a ***disappointing mess*** this has been. Just know I’m doing everything I can to continue ***improving my health*** and return to the community as soon as possible 💕
***Health Update***
**May 3rd 2023**
Hey loves, just wanted to let you all know that ***I'm alright*** but unfortunately I'm ***unsure*** of when I'll be ***back to making videos again***
For those that don’t know, at the ***end of March*** my partner and I caught what we thought was the Flu but ended up being ***Covid*** and it’s completely messed with my ***overall health*** 🤕
Even a ***month later*** now, I still have crazy fatigue, headaches, breathing issues, digestive problems and still can’t smell or taste normally 😞
My doctors seem confident that this is ***temporary*** and should clear up but have ***no idea how long it may take***
At this point, I have ***no choice*** but to go on another ***break from making content*** until I can ***fully recover*** which is not what I wanted to do at all 😓
I’m ***genuinely sorry*** for being so all over the place recently, the last thing I want to do is disappoint my community but I ***hope you all understand*** that I have to ***put my health first***
While I’m away, I will be ***reducing the price of my OnlyFans.*** Please only continue to subscribe if you wan’t access to ***content I’ve already made*** as I won’t be making ***anything new*** until I recover
I ***deeply appreciate*** all the ***kind messages*** and hope to get back to sharing my ***love of Indulgence*** with you all as soon as I can 💕