hey guys i think i'm gonna go on a dm break for a couple of days, i am really struggling with burnout right now π₯Ί
i love this job and i wouldn't trade it for anything but i'm feeling very overwhelmed lately with the social aspects and even my sex drive is very low so i'm struggling with content but doing my very best. i'm a very very introverted person and i just really need some "me" time. i hope you can understand π
i will still try to check messages in case you need to buy a premade video, have tipped me, or it's something important βΊοΈ
but otherwise i think i need to take a break from conversations for my mental health, so if i don't answer your dm please know it's not personal or me trying to ignore you i just really need a break β€οΈ
please feel free to keep commenting, i enjoy reading the comments on my posts even if i don't always respond. also, i encourage you to join my discord server (link in bio) if you're interested. i think i'm probably most social in my server, it's really cozy there. as always, i will keep posting daily so you won't miss a thing. π
hope u have a goodnight and know that i do appreciate each and every message i get and the thought that goes into them. i get a lot a lot of sweet ones, caring ones, thoughtful ones. i don't take it for granted for a second. i'm very lucky to have supportive fans. β€οΈ
ps i do not do customs right now, i don't do video chatting, dick rating, etc. please read my rules for info on what my boundaries are. thanks! β€οΈ
good morning! today i bring you some of my amber cosplay! ^-^ these are not very sexual but i thought some might enjoy! i'll post again later today ;p hope you have a great day <3
hey guys i really appreciate the overwhelming amount of dms reaching out to me and offering a listening ear. if you don't know, i'm sort of having a rough time/going through a funk. while i really appreciate so many messages reaching out, i am not comfortable talking about my problems here and it is very overwhelming for me. i have a therapist and close friends to lean on if i need them. please be patient with me in dms because it is really overwhelming to talk to people right now, especially overly sexual messages. a break would be ideal for me, but in sex work, a break means losing a lot of money and subscribers/jeopardizing your career if i'm being honest. instead, i've been limiting myself as much as i can while still doing my job. if it's possible, if we could keep dms light-hearted and fun, that would help me a lot. or if you need to buy a video/have any questions of course i can try to answer them. thanks so much for understanding, and don't worry. this really won't affect how i do my job, i've always been consistent here no matter what i'm going through ever since i started in 2020 π
all that being said, if you're also going through a hard time, know you're not alone ^-^ we can all get through it because we are all more strong and capable than we know. i'm rooting for you! and don't worry about me! i am going to be taking care of myself and focusing on my happiness the best i can! lots of love β€
new youtube videooo! :) it would mean the world to me if you guys gave this a watch or even subscribed. :D i'll be replying to the comments there! thank you so much! β€
https://youtu.be/8b6rKgcd8ak
help me order pizza tonight and i'll post a silly little video of me stripping from my comfy clothes? :3 ALSO i'll send a lil goodie to each donator <3 bc ily
i think it's safe to say i'm feeling a lot better today hehe :3 enjoy this stripping video (this gets requested so much!) for freeee :3
and pls ignore any background mess, i'm in the middle of cleaning and homework :P π
good morning! yesterday was so rough after the vaccine but i'm finally feeling better today! gotta finish answering dms and clean the mess of my home since i couldn't get out of bed very much yesterday and do my homework :D hope you have a great day <3
hey guys... the second vaccine dose is kicking my ass so i think i'll take the day off. really not feeling well. i have 67 dms here to respond to but i'll try to do it tomorrow or if i start feeling better today. hope you have a great day. β€οΈ