Okay just going to be transparent now that I’m back as I kno..
Added 2020-07-30 09:23:56 +0000 UTCOkay just going to be transparent now that I’m back as I know I went radio silent for over a month there. My mental health was probably the worst it’s ever been last week in particular, it was the first time people in my life had actually threatened some serious measures to make sure I wouldn’t hurt myself. I’ve lost a lot of weight as I know a lot of you have noticed & thank you so much for asking and checking on me. It’s not intentional, when my anxiety gets bad I can’t eat and if I do I throw it back up. A lot of it has been to do with things I can’t control so I know it’ll be okay in the future. I’m on the mend now & I hope I can stay in the clear this time. Every time a relationship changes slightly I panic but I’ve realised I need to let go. If they don’t want me around, they don’t need to be around me and that hurts a LOT but it’ll lead to better things. Anyway, I thought I’d just let you guys know how much I appreciate you. My job is the best thing in my life and I love everything about it. Thank you for making it possible for me to have this one overwhelmingly positive thing in my life.
